Today I got to see my two favourite boys in the entire world!!! XXX and Cutie Pie! 😀 So obviously it has been a good day!!
Oh hang on, before I write about them, I just wanted to say that XXX chatted to me on Facebook yesterday and it was SO NICE because he actually asked me how I was going. And he sent me a very kind and caring message and I think my eyes got a tad teary. :’)
So we agreed to have a rehearsal this afternoon and he came this afternoon at 4.15pm. He can finally drive again after 3 months!!! YIPEE!! I had just made a pot of tea so I asked him if he wanted any and he totally wanted some! Before rehearsing he showed me a song by Radiohead and asked me to help him work out the chord. Except he found most of them himself, so I was just writing them down on manuscript paper. Teamwork right there 😉 Once that was done, we were ready to rehearse but XXX suggested we go for a walk instead. Considering I had not gone out of the house the whole day, and considering a “walk” in XXX and I’s language usually means “deep and meaningful conversation” I said sure! 😀
So off we went for a walk around my suburb. We couldn’t go too far as I only had an hour, really. While walking, I asked him to tell me about his guitar tour and he was like, “I was JUST thinking about that – how weird …” lol. Yup, our thoughts are always in sync 🙂 So we walked and talked, and I said very bad and dirty jokes which made him laugh a bit, I have the feeling it also made me realise how much he had missed me!
We went quickly to the golf course and it was so nice, and I was just so happy to be with him, and to have someone to be myself around. How important that is! I also tried to say more about how I had been feeling recently. But really the main thing that made me feel down was my loneliness, so obviously when I am around someone, that pain pretty much stops existing.
YAY also XXX just sent me a FB message to tell me it is so nice catching up with me :’) He is currently doing this course for the radio and one of his assignment is to interview someone, and he wants to interview me!! *Of course*. So this will happen Saturday! He has booked the studio already!! And we’ve also agreed to have two rehearsals per week rather than one as we have five gigs until the end of the year so we really need to learn quite a bit of music! So my Saturday is looking truly exciting!
It is such a relief having XXX’s friendship. I love it! :’) And we have been friends for a year and two months. My longest friendship with a guy EVER. lol. It is so nice knowing we always connect so really well no matter how much time has passed. I just wish we saw each other more because he is such a good friend to be around … thank goodness we have all these gigs and musical plans for the future which is sure to keep bringing us together, and achieving things together! 🙂
So then once XXX had gone (after giving me a nice hug – his arms were around my waist and I put mine around his neck!!), I went off to pick up cheeky tall Cutie Pie. We went to the meeting and nothing really exciting happened tonight as we didn’t sit next to each other. Actually at this point someone suggested we go to this particular restaurant before, and I looked at Cutie Pie and he looked at me, because I totally knew he didn’t really like that restaurant because of its smell. 😉
After the meeting I asked him what he’d like to do (i.e. beach or straight home). He said he didn’t really care, so I said I’d decide for him, so obviously I took him to the beach, but a different one. We walked on the cold sand, and then saw a little wooden shack and decided to go in it, except we saw there already was someone! We got pretty scared so made our way back to the car.
I didn’t feel like taking him home (it was too early!!) so I drove to a carpark, and stopped the car, and we stayed in the car and talked. I didn’t talk very much because I like listening. Sometimes he’d start saying something, and stop, and I wouldn’t really say anything, rather my silence was inviting him to say more, and I think he got that, so he just kept talking. And I just sat there in my car staring at him thinking I was a lucky person for getting to know him 🙂
I took him home at 9pm, and gave him a little letter I had written. So hopefully he liked it, although it was a bit of a sad one. But it had a happy ending!
So that’s what my day has been like. I love XXX and I love Cutie Pie. Both immensely. And for different reasons. 🙂